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Welcome To My Darkness
Created on 2009-03-31 00:47:21 (#19319162), last updated 2009-10-22
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| Name: | combusted_angel |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1994-12-13 |
| Website: | myspace |
My name is Danamarie, friends' call me Dana. Im 14 years old and have been writing for years now. When i was little my dream was to marry my prince and live in a malboo barbie dream house with lots of cut tea-cup puppies. As i got older my dream faided more and more into reality, i became intersested in art. When i was about 11 i got my first art prize, it was a blessing of the inlets tea-shirt picture and i won. Ever sence then i have always thought og myself as a good artist, someone who would surpass mosr of my peers. but as life when on it seamed like my talent stayed the same while everyone moved up, i decided to look into other things, sports, drama program, book clubs, church, and writing. Eveything was wonderful bu not worthwile except writing, and whn i trunt 12 i knew that my new passion was poetry. I am now 14 years old and im still wriiting. Sometimes i think that a writing career wont work out because im not good enough and then i think about how good i am, then i relized that i could have my malaboo dream house and a prince charming if i just believe i can. and thats what i will do, i will believe in myself. Not the puppies i don't know about, and hey, i was 11, besides everyone changes their mind. I have already found my prince, his name is Blake. I met him when i was 11 on a internet website called "runescape" i was never into dating online so when he asked me out i gave no thought to it and said no. He didn't give up though. We bacame friends and i fell in love, and yeah, i know, "you can't fall in love with someone you have never seen, herd, or know nothing about", but something about him made my brain click, i wanted him. Our first brake up was horrable, i cried my eyes out for the whole night, but we got back together, about half a year later he cheated on me (again) and we borke up. i couldnt take it anymore, i quit runescape and for about half a year we never talked. i was heart broken, i couldnt figureout why i had felt so much twords him...i loved him. This first guy i fell inlove with was him. when i loged back on he was there, we talked and i forgave him, he was really sorry, truely sorry, i could feel the pain he felt. Now im 14 and we talk on the phone and this summer he is comming down to visit me. i can't believe thisis true, if someone would have told me years ago that someone i met off the internet and that i was madley inlove with was comming down to see me i would have laughed. but i love him, this will work.
During the time i quit runescape i hurt someone..a special friend, he needed me and i abandened him. i dont talk to him anymore because he quit, but his name was benny, he was amazing, he helped me so much and i helped him. i saved his life one time, ill never forget him, befor he left runescape he told me that he was either going to kill himself or join the war and die in battle, i couldnt talk him outa it....that was the last time we talked. i hope hes save.
During the time i quit runescape i hurt someone..a special friend, he needed me and i abandened him. i dont talk to him anymore because he quit, but his name was benny, he was amazing, he helped me so much and i helped him. i saved his life one time, ill never forget him, befor he left runescape he told me that he was either going to kill himself or join the war and die in battle, i couldnt talk him outa it....that was the last time we talked. i hope hes save.
Interests (10):
depressing poems, drawing, hevey metal, house of night books, music, playing drums, playing keybord, screamo music, swenny todd, writting
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